Heart talks

tell it to my heart

January 10, 2010

Was it worth it? When i chose to be with you on those days? Are you the one that I should continue to live for? Should i hold on to the belief that you also care? Was I right when I said that deep in your heart, there’s a wall where my name has been engraved? Should i continue to hold on?                                                                                                   

They say, i was just the one pushing myself to you. They say, it was just an illusion thinking and expecting for the care and the affection to be reciprocated. They say that all that you do is to be the receiver, seldom the giver. They say that I should not continue to love you, because you have not loved me in return. They say that I should start my realization of the big truth that there is more hurt than laughter in being with you. They say that I should finally accept the fact that you are there only when you need me and never when I need you.                                                                                   

But how can I say it to my heart, who is so loyal to you? How can i say it to my heart, when it only stores the beautiful memories of you, as it automatically deletes all the painstaking reminiscences brought by you? How can I say to my heart who only listens to you? And how can say it to my heart who has been blind and numb to all your disregards?               

But deep within, I’m hurting, deep within, my heart is weakening, its gasping. And worst, I’m fastened. So please now, tell it to my heart, so that it may again take its breath.                                                                                                   

Tell it to my heart… tell my heart the words it needs to hear…please… tell it to my heart carefully.

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i think i heard of this before. hmmmm

Posted by noel at January 14, 2010, 6:52 pm

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