the "heart" of letting go

January 7, 2010

allow me to have the heart that knows how to let go, so that there will be no hurt, and there will be no pains;

allow me to have the heart that knows how to let go, so that forgiving and forgetting will not be that hard;

allow me to have the heart that knows to let go, so that moving on will be that easy;

allow me to have the heart of letting go,so i can let you go and say goodbye…..

when the heart plays favorite

January 3, 2010

as we live our life, we find people who moves us, we meet people who gives  a pinch to our heart, we bumped into people who gives us happiness, people who makes our tasks easy for us. sometimes we noticed them, sometimes we ignore them. and yes sometimes we play favorites. the heart plays favorite.

should the heart play favorites? yes, the heart can. it’s a normal condition. a normal reaction.

however…

let it be unnoticed. let it be not obviously exposed. let it be logical. let it be objective. make it be felt by only your heart, heard by only your ears, discerned by only your senses. let the whisper of praise be not be a deafening sound, with a decibel that can crushed even an eardrum made of metal.

for you never know…

the one you ignored are the ones true to you. the one unnoticed are the silent doers, the one you disregard are the ones fighting for you, building your spirit quietly…inaudibly creating a holy place for you. a place where your true happiness will be, a place where you will cast your stone that shall be remembered and honored by many.

so i say… the heart can play favorites…and let it be, without a sound….

 

unspoken

when words are not enough,

when actions remain unxpressive,

when courage is from afar,

when everything are kept inside the heart

and remained

UNSPOKEN….

a boastful heart

December 29, 2009

You always seem to know everything. You always seem to have the brightest idea. You can never go wrong. You always portray the role of the righteous one, the one who doesn’t have any mistake not even a pinch of error.

It was so easy for you to find faults in others. You’re very used in pointing an accusing finger if something went wrong. You have a great memory in remembering the wrongs committed by others but a hard time in keeping in mind the good deeds they have done.

You ardently speak of the wrongs committed by others; you say it straightforward to their faces, while there’s always hesitancy and untruthfulness when you verbalize their goodness. And the most, there always is sarcasm in the tone of your praises.

All these you perform as if they are part of your system. Just like the normal stream in a river. Like the thunder in a storm. And I wonder how you do it so spontaneously.

Is it because at the back of your indifferences is cowardice? At the footprints of your meanness are your hidden insecurities? At the tail end of your mockery is your true weakness?

And to these, I say…

I feel sorry for your boastful heart.

a place for one’s heart

December 23, 2009

A place where there exists nothing but love, where hope is in everyone’s heart, Where happiness is the smell of the wind and fulfillment overflowing;

A place where hatred does not exist, where pain can’t be felt, Where sorrow has long been forgotten and failure has lost its meaning.

A place where people can’t find fault on others, nor have the chance to curse anyone, Where vindictiveness does not survive and pride had given its last breath.

A place where truth always prevail, where lies cannot be uttered, Where justice is freely given and freedom owned by everyone.

A place where love is the answer, where unconditional love always finds a way, Where understanding is the healer and humility is the leader.

A place like this for everyone, as our Creator had given us, A place where all of us should be and forever be.